I remember the hurt, worry, confusion and feeling lost. My baby sister told you were no good and I should be with someone else. Of course I told her she didn’t know what she was talking about. She wanted me to be with someone else and she kept pushing me that direction. She told me you wanted to have my baby but not with me. Does that mean you were pregnant or were you speaking hypothetically? Did you say this at all? I always wanted to be a good husband and father. It wasn’t easy hearing those words and more difficult losing you. I would have liked to skip this part