I definitely had my insecurities in the time I was with you. You never pushed or invited them in. The problem was, I believe I looked that direction due to being torn deep before you. I didn’t want what we had to be an illusion or a fleeting forgettable memory. I tried to make certain you were the right decision for me in hopes to avoid added darkness to enter. I was quite vulnerable inside however, I didn’t let your sun pull the darkness away completely in the time we were together. I realized the darkness is always peeking around the corner and all I ever need to do is think of you and I feel love. The feelings I have for you are unexplainable but I know they won’t be found in another.